Feelings are not logical. What’s going on inside is not necessarily what you see on the outside.
I’ve got this enemy and he hates everything about me. Like a lion, he prowls around looking for a way to devour me. He hates me. He wants to kill all the life in me and steal every good thing I’ve got. And he will do whatever he can to do it. He knows my genetics, my DNA. So he knows exactly the things that he needs to say to get me down. He whispers in my ear all those destructive thoughts until they take root. The battle is for my mind. If my enemy can control my thoughts, he’s got it made.
His name is Satan a.k.a. the devil. His name used to be Lucifer, angel of light, until he rebelled against God. He was appointed as the grand anointed cherub over all of God’s creation. He had all authority under God, but that wasn’t good enough for him. He wanted more. He wanted to be like God.
He said,”I will ascend to heaven I will raise my throne above the stars of God. I will ascend above the tops of the clouds, I will be like God Most High” (Isaiah 14:13,14). “You were anointed as guardian cherub, for so I anointed you. You were blameless in your ways from the day I created you, till wickedness was found in you so I expelled you” (Ezekiel 28:14,15). Your heart became proud because of your beauty, so I threw you to the earth.
These verses are about God talking to Lucifer after he fell. He was thrown to earth after he rebelled against God and was given authority over the earth. Something happened between Genesis 1:1 and 1:2. The earth became formless and void. There was a catastrophic destruction after Lucifer fell. God recreated the earth. He had to separate the waters to create a boundary between Him and the territory Satan was allowed authority over. Satan knows his time is limited and he wants to take down whoever he can with him. For some reason God created man and allowed him to fall. Now we live under a curse until we believe on the Lord Jesus Christ for salvation. Man is under a curse which he can’t get out of until he accepts the work Jesus did for him on the cross.
The Lord is gracious and compassionate; slow to anger and rich in love. The Lord is good to all; He has compassion on all He has made. As far as the East is from the West, that’s how far he has removed our transgressions from us.
God has been gracious to me. He has redeemed my life and my story is His Story. I am living the life which He ordained for me before one of my days ever started. He is the one who gives me victory over every cursed thing in my life. There is nothing good in me, only that part that’s been regenerated through the grace He has extended to me. He’s the one who gives me victory over all the shameful feelings I have.
Dark am I but lovely. (Song of Songs 1:8) I’m dark like the tents of Kedar (my sins are black, but He sees only the loveliness of His Son in me). Thank you Lord for your hope in my life. Thank you for seeing me lovely in my dark tent.
What do you think? Do you believe God created this universe? Do you believe we have a literal spiritual enemy?